I have been avoiding working on the book I printed my notes up for today because it feels so erratic right now. Basically, I've been typing or writing in a spiral notebook stuff that pops into my head as I think them. Now, I want to get those tidbits sorted, and some sort of flow started. I have a long road ahead still, but God will be with me through it all.
Another thing that has been driving me up the wall lately is I have a whole bunch of new story ideas that have presented themselves to me that I still need to flesh out. I would rather be working on that then the project I am presently working on. I am afraid if I stray from the book I am supposed to be working on, then I won't ever get back to it. It is imperative for me to finish what I started, though.